Lost You Forever

Season 1

In a realm of three kingdoms, princess Jiu Yao loses her identity. Disguised as a man in Qing Shui, she meets Tu Shan Jing and demon Xiang Liu who are drawn to her. Her cousin Qiang Xuan searches as her future remains uncertain.

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39 Episodes

Loss
E1
LossGrowing up together, Xiaoyao and Cang Xuan are inseparable. However, a series of tragic events suddenly shatters their treasured bond.
Mr. Stone
E2
Mr. StoneCang Xuan is still searching for Xiaoyao after all these years. Meanwhile, a crude doctor named Wen Xiaoliu encounters a severely wounded patient.
Xiao Liu's Real Identity
E3
Xiao Liu's Real IdentityWen Xiaoliu unexpectedly gains a new servant, Ye Shiqi. Soon after, they inadvertently cross paths with the legendary fugitive, Xiang Liu.
An Antidote
E4
An AntidoteAfter facing off against a dangerous enemy, Ye Shiqi and Xiaoliu become closer. Not long after, a street quarrel escalates into a much bigger problem.
Special Physique
E5
Special PhysiqueStill holding a grudge, Xiaoliu keeps Ye Shiqi at arm's length. To make amends, Cang Xuan visits her clinic and leaves a lasting impression.
Hidden Truth
E6
Hidden TruthXiaoliu forms an unexpected — and short-lived — bond with Xiang Liu. Meanwhile, she has to help Chuanzi with his growing infatuation for Sang Tian'er.
Get Closer
E7
Get CloserXiang Liu starts to develop unexpected feelings for Xiaoliu. Shortly after, an unforeseen encounter unmasks Ye Shiqi's true identity.
Rescue by Wrists-Cutting
E8
Rescue by Wrists-CuttingTo save his soldiers, Xiang Liu seeks help from Tushan Jing and takes Xiaoliu hostage. Subsequently, Xiaoliu proposes a bold plan to assist him.
Save Life
E9
Save LifeCaptured by Cang Xuan, Xiaoliu endures harrowing torture and leaves behind a vengeful parting gift. Later, a dropped token reveals a startling truth.
Aftermath
E10
AftermathWhile trying to help heal Xiaoliu's injury, Xiang Liu stumbles upon a secret. Soon after, Xiaoliu makes a promise to Cang Xuan.
Methods of Detecting and Avoiding Poison
E11
Methods of Detecting and Avoiding PoisonAs Xiaoliu and Cang Xuan grow closer, Cang Xuan opens up about a regret that's been haunting him. Meanwhile, an assassination plan is quietly brewing.
Cang Xuan's Arrow Wound
E12
Cang Xuan's Arrow WoundXiaoliu races to seek a cure for Cang Xuan's arrow wound. Aware of the serious consequences, Xiang Liu makes a great sacrifice.
Leaving Qingshui Town
E13
Leaving Qingshui TownWhile Xiaoliu plans to depart from the town, Cang Xuan shows up with a forceful invitation. Out of desperation, Xiaoliu turns to Tushan Jing for help.
Confessing His Love
E14
Confessing His LoveCaptured and injured, Xiaoliu and Tushan Jing discover deep feelings for one another. Later, Cang Xuan stumbles upon a startling revelation.
Reunion
E15
ReunionAs Xiaoliu adjusts to her new life, she has another clash with A Nian. Soon after, she encounters someone bearing a striking resemblance to her mother.
Fifteen-Year Promise
E16
Fifteen-Year PromiseWhile trying to make up for lost time, Cang Xuan ponders the cause of Xiaoliu's altered appearance. Meanwhile, Xiaoliu faces a challenging decision.
Whereabouts of Cang Xuan
E17
Whereabouts of Cang XuanFollowing a clash, Chenrong Xinyue takes a liking to an injured Cang Xuan. Soon after, tensions rise during a banquet at the Chenrong Family residence.
The Rejuvenating Flower
E18
The Rejuvenating FlowerNervously returning to Yu Mountain, Xiaoliu readies herself to restore her appearance. Shortly afterward, A Nian stumbles upon a maddening surprise.
Dragon Bone Prison
E19
Dragon Bone PrisonAn unexpected issue almost derails the ceremony celebrating Xiaoliu's return. Not long after, Xiang Liu questions Xiaoliu about her genuine emotions.
Live in Peace
E20
Live in PeaceAfter a cherished moment with Tushan Jing, Xiaoliu visits A Nian to settle their disagreements; Yiying and Tushan Hou have a fight over a handkerchief.
Xiyan Mountain
E21
Xiyan MountainXiaoliu and Cang Xuan pay a visit to a powerful figure. In the meantime, Tushan Jing faces major obstacles as he tries to call off his arranged marriage.
I Will Protect You
E22
I Will Protect YouAt a banquet, Xiaoyao encounters someone who bears an uncanny resemblance to Xiang Liu. Shortly after, Cang Xuan faces an unexpected attack.
Support from Tushan's Family
E23
Support from Tushan's FamilyAs Xiaoyao grows closer to Fangfeng Bei, she begins to question his real identity. Meanwhile, the rift between Tushan Jing and Xiaoyao widens.
Reconciliation
E24
ReconciliationThrough Tushan Jing's introduction, Cang Xuan forms a powerful alliance. Later, he makes an intentional mistake to further his grand scheme.
Healing
E25
HealingCang Xuan and Xiaoyao's residence faces a thorough search. Meanwhile, Xiaoyao becomes more curious about Fangfeng Bei's identity.
Fangfeng Bei
E26
Fangfeng BeiAs Cang Xuan's health improves, Xiaoyao secures a meeting spot with Tushan Jing. At a birthday gathering, Xiang Liu unveils a hidden chapter of history.
Cancellation of the Marriage Contract
E27
Cancellation of the Marriage ContractAs Tushan Jing tries harder to escape his arranged marriage, he runs into Xiaoyao, who's been honing her archery skills and remains upset with him.
Heart-to-Heart
E28
Heart-to-HeartXiaoyao agrees to do a favor for Cang Xuan and meets with Chishui Fenglong. A romantic incident brings her and Tushan Jing one step closer.
Sweet Time
E29
Sweet TimeDuring a private meeting, Xiang Liu proposes a deal to Tushan Jing. Later, Xiaoyao and Tushan Jing learn to express their affection through music.
Lose Consciousness
E30
Lose ConsciousnessAs a cruel trap leaves Xiaoyao in dire danger, Cang Xuan, Xiang Liu, and Tushan Jing scramble to find ways to save her life.
Revenge
E31
RevengeAs Cang Xuan interrogates Mu Fei about a deadly conspiracy, more details about Xiaoyao's heritage are brought to light.
Back to Chenrong
E32
Back to ChenrongXiang Liu stays by Xiaoyao's side, waiting for her to awaken. Meanwhile, Tushan Jing's health takes a turn for the worse.
Be a Patriarch
E33
Be a PatriarchCang Xuan is thrilled by a long-awaited reunion. Shortly thereafter, Xiaoyao pledges to bring the unconscious Tushan Jing back to health.
The Secret
E34
The SecretAfter waking up, Tushan Jing finds himself in line for a pivotal responsibility. Later, Xiaoyao witnesses an intense fight in pursuit of freedom.
The Daming Palace Collapsed
E35
The Daming Palace CollapsedThings take a drastic turn when Fangfeng Yiying agrees to leave Tushan Jing. Meanwhile, a project led by Cang Xuan faces a devastating crisis.
Getting Pregnant
E36
Getting PregnantXiaoyao tries to find ways to improve the health of Tushan Jing's grandma, only to be heartbroken by a devastating piece of news.
Engagement
E37
EngagementCang Xuan decides to enter a political marriage to consolidate his power. Meanwhile, the Tushan family goes through a series of drastic changes.
The Mastermind
E38
The MastermindFacing an impeachment crisis, Cang Xuan willingly walks into a perilous situation. Luckily, Xiaoyao rises to defend him in public.
Zijin Peak
E39
Zijin PeakChishui Fenglong raises a big question to Xiaoyao. As political tension escalates, Cang Xuan must prepare for the worst- case scenario.