It's Okay to Not Be Okay

Season 1

It follows Mia, a woman diagnosed with an antisocial personality disorder, who gets romantically involved with Patpat, a psych ward caretaker, who has dedicated his life to taking care of his autistic older brother Matmat.

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80 Episodes

Once Upon a Same Day
E1
Once Upon a Same DayPatrick's life revolves around his nursing job and his brother. But an encounter with Mia, a sadistic children's book author, unlocks buried memories.
Destiny Finds Us
E2
Destiny Finds UsMia receives news about her father's condition, but refuses to cooperate with his doctors. A patient's escape pulls Patrick into a violent struggle.
Shared Past
E3
Shared PastPatrick forgets to secure Mia's autograph for Matthew. But when Vincent invites him to the office, he comes face to face with Mia once again.
Never Healed
E4
Never HealedVincent attempts to buy Patrick's forgiveness. Seeking to keep Patrick in her life, a relentless Mia invites Matmat to her book signing.
Made by Scars
E5
Made by ScarsPatrick recalls painful memories from his childhood days. An excited Matmat attends the author event, but a misunderstanding leads to chaos.
Safety Pin
E6
Safety PinMia's actions lead to a viral moment, and further trouble for Vincent and Madeth. Later, her offer to Patrick is met with cold resistance.
Shadow Break
E7
Shadow BreakIn search of peace and stability, Patrick and Matmat return to Maravida. A gossipy vlogger threatens to reveal Mia's biggest secret.
Her Red Shoes
E8
Her Red ShoesMatmat connects with his new doctor, giving hope to Patrick. As a storm rages, Mia arrives in Maravida and Patrick recalls a piece of his mother's past.
Darkness Returns
E9
Darkness ReturnsGemma confronts Mia about her relationship with Patrick. Later, Mia goes back to her childhood mansion, where a dark presence awaits.
Fate Rewinds
E10
Fate RewindsA patient's return to the hospital leads to a chaotic day for Patrick and the nurses. Matmat reluctantly puts his skills to the test at a new job.
Live Your Truth
E11
Live Your TruthAt Mia’s class at the hospital, she shares her unique take on fairy tales. After receiving a paid art job, Matmat reveals his dream purchase to Patrick.
Love Slap
E12
Love SlapMia escapes with a patient, leading to a car chase and chaos at a political rally. Eden and Olivia’s competition takes an unsettling turn.
Bad Date
E13
Bad DatePatrick reluctantly spends time with Mia as he considers how to handle her condition. Vincent tracks down Mia, hoping to make her return to Manila.
Got Hit
E14
Got HitVincent appeals to Patrick for help. Later, he encounters Gemma at a restaurant. The hospital staff scrambles when two unexpected visitors arrive.
Empty Can
E15
Empty CanMia seeks out an enamored Matmat at the hospital, but their meeting draws Patricks's ire. A disturbing encounter occurs between Mia and her father.
Rain Knows
E16
Rain KnowsPatrick struggles with regret after lashing out at Matmat. But when he learns about the attack on Mia, he frantically begins to search for her.
Overnight Echoes
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Overnight EchoesAfter getting drenched in the rain, Patrick takes Mia back to his home. But later, she refuses to leave. Matmat accuses Patrick of lying about the slap.
Not Owned by You
E18
Not Owned by YouAn early-morning encounter between Gemma and Mia turns violent when harsh words are exchanged. Later Patrick tries to pacify Matmat.
Work Strings
E19
Work StringsMia hints at a mysterious new housemate, while a longtime patient eyes Patrick as a match for her daughter. A confession leaves Gemma heartbroken.
I Am Mine
E20
I Am MineMatmat's decision to accept a job offer from Mia as her illustrator angers Patrick, causing a rift between the two brothers.
He is Back
E21
He is BackPatrick makes a decision to support Matmat's new job - but he has conditions. Vincent reveals his company woes to Madelyn.
Within Mansion Walls
E22
Within Mansion WallsOn the brothers' first night at Mia's home, she tells Matmat a disturbing tale. A man who used to work with Patrick's mother gives him a warning.
Daughter to Her
E23
Daughter to HerAs Matpat works on the pairing at the hospital, Dr. Ano asks him an unsettling question. A conversation with a patient leaves Mia in shock.
Mother's Shadow
E24
Mother's ShadowHaunted by memories, Mia seeks comfort as she struggles to cope. After several incidents, the hospital staff makes a decision regarding Mia's classes.
Pull Closer
E25
Pull CloserAfter learning about her hallucinations, Vincent and Madeth try to force Mia to leave the house, but Patrick steps in.
Clear Moment
E26
Clear MomentMia tells Patrick about her dream, while Gemma and Vincent cross paths at a karaoke bar. Later, Dr. Anok asks Patrick about his relationship with Mia.
Meet Satsat
E27
Meet SatsatAfter coming home drunk, Patrick gives Mia a gift with her nightmares. To find out more about Olivia, Eden suggests bonding over a drinking game.
Unleashed
E28
UnleashedMia returns to the hospital, leading to run-ins with Elvie and her father. Eden finds a curious letter in Samuel's bed.
Little Traces
E29
Little TracesMia makes a decision to change her look, but Matmat doesn't approve. Madeth finds out more about Gemma for a smitten Vincent.
Slowly Together
E30
Slowly TogetherDr. Anok asks Patrick to keep a close eye on Zelda, a patient, after she begins acting strangely. Mia, Patrick and Matmat share a light moment together.
Not Hers
E31
Not HersWhen Matmat sees Mia holding Satsat, the two begin to fight, tearing the doll in half. Eden has an unsettling conversation with Samuel.
Rivalries
E32
RivalriesVincent and Madeth make themselves at home at Mama Li's house, despite Jason's annoyance. Matmat apologizes to Mia-but it comes with a warning.
Is This Love?
E33
Is This Love?While discussing Kai's secret relationship, Patrick reflects on his feelings for Mia. Bella grows emotional during Mia's class at the hospital.
Out of Routine
E34
Out of RoutineAfter Patrick defends Mia from Jerome, he receives a 10-day suspension. But his plan for a romantic getaway soon comes to a screeching halt.
Cut Short
E35
Cut ShortMia and Patrick make amends, but their intimate moment is interrupted. Gemma opens up to Macbeth, who gives her some frank advice.
Protecting You
E36
Protecting YouAn agitated Samuel believes someone is out to kill him. As Patrick prepares for his trip with Mia, he has a revealing conversation with Dr. Anok.
Love is Patient
E37
Love is PatientPatrick and Mia run into Kai and Bella, who want to spend together before it's too late. Eden witnesses a violent encounter at the hospital.
Breaking Chains
E38
Breaking ChainsAs Patrick begins to show his feelings for Mia, an anxious Matmat awaits his return. Eden grows suspicious of Olivia's behavior toward Samuel.
Death Wish
E39
Death WishKai and Bella share a tearful farewell, Eden confronts Olivia about violating hospital policy and Matmat overhears a conversation about Patrick and Mia.
Brothers' Rift
E40
Brothers' RiftAfter Matmat's outburst, Mia tries to comfort Patrick, but he remains distraught. The staff worries about the brothers' relationship.
Short-Lived Flame
E41
Short-Lived FlameWhile recuperating at the hospital, Matmat finds a curious book with a strange note on it. Mia confronts Patrick over his silence.
Mama Dinosaur
E42
Mama DinosaurWhile Mama Li sends Gemma and Vincent on an errand together, Nurse Eden spends time with Matmat. Gemma offers advice to Patrick.
Rounds of Comfort
E43
Rounds of ComfortPatrick's tearful apology leads to a heartfelt reunion between brothers. Mia forces Gemma to share a meal — and a few drinks — with her.
When We Miss
E44
When We MissWhile recalling memories from their childhood days, Mia can no longer avoid the truth — that she misses Patrick's presence in her home.
Birthday Blues
E45
Birthday BluesTriggered by a song, Samuel attacks Zelda and issues a warning to Patrick. Mia seeks comfort from Mama Li on her birthday — but finds a surprise instead.
Secret Greetings
E46
Secret GreetingsMia recalls a birthday from year ago, Eden picks up a cake for someone special and Patrick rushes to find Zelda when Pogi is attacked.
To Her Surprise
E47
To Her SurprisePatrick reaches Mia's home, only to find an ominous scene. As Mia confronts him over his priorities, he stumbles through his feelings for her.
One Fight Day
E48
One Fight DayGemma agrees to a coffee date with Vincent. Mia makes a promise to Patrick after he reveals the real reason behind Matmat's trauma.
Bringing Closer
E49
Bringing CloserAfter clashing with Matmat, Mia seeks his approval. News of Samuel's health devastates the hospital staff, especially Olivia.
His Dream World
E50
His Dream WorldPatrick shares his new outlook on life with Jason. Gemma and Mama Li try to soften Matmat, then discuss Gemma's date with Vincent.
Be My Brother
E51
Be My BrotherJason complains about his dwindling chances at love with Gemma. Matmat and Patrick share a fancy meal together — but balk when the bill arrives.
Butterfly Effect
E52
Butterfly EffectPatrick and Mia discuss the future together while filming a video for her new endorsement. Gemma grows weary as Vincent spends time with her ex.
The Real Butterfly
E53
The Real ButterflyNewly discharged from the hospital, Tommy has a terrifying episode in a bus, forcing Matmat to spring into action. Later, Matmat faces his own fears.
Enduring Truths
E54
Enduring TruthsAs Patrick grapples with a heartbreaking truth, he searches for answers. Gemma urges Mia to visit her dying father, while Eden and Olivia clash again.
Family Picture
E55
Family PictureMia's family photo shoot with the brothers hits a roadblock when Patrick refuses to take part. But a hidden note leads to a change of heart.
Beyond Fear
E56
Beyond FearAs Matmat tries to draw butterflies, he meets a new illustration challenge — crafting facial expressions. Patrick tries to get answers out of Samuel.
Patient Samuel
E57
Patient SamuelAn ailing Samuel makes a startling confession to Patrick, Eden and Olivia as he recalls a terrifying night from his past.
The Last Secret
E58
The Last SecretAfter an escape at the hospital, the staff searches for the missing patient. Patrick urges Mia to face the truth, while Dr. Anok expresses his doubts.
Your Care, My Care
E59
Your Care, My CareThe appearance of a butterfly drawing on Matmat's mural causes him to break down. Mia recognizes the unique design, leading to a harrowing realization.
Rekindled
E60
RekindledVincent urges Mia to meet him, while Patrick finds a book belonging to Ingrid. When Madeth's brother starts to bully her, Jason steps up to defend her.
Dance with Danger
E61
Dance with DangerAfter checking security footage, Patrick races to find who painted over Matmat's mural. The group debates how to handle Olivia and Eden.
The Real Face
E62
The Real FaceMia worries Patrick and the group when she rushes off for an errand. Gemma and Vincent have a heart-to-heart conversation about the future.
Return to Me
E63
Return to MeAs the truth becomes clear, Patrick urges caution but Mia remains defiant, as she and Matmat attend an interview for the new book.
Face the Monster
E64
Face the MonsterWith Matmat in danger, Mia and Patrick rush to the house to save him. Patrick learns new information about his mother's death.
Happy Day
E65
Happy DayAfter a harrowing night, Patrick and Mia find solace in one another, while Matmat finally gets the gift of his dreams.
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