I Have to Die Every Night

Season 1

Snapshot of the sophisticated and exclusive gay nightlife of one of the most emblematic clubs in 1980s’ Mexico City, where people living under the weight of a repressive society that marginalized them felt the need to express an exacerbated sense of freedom. Through the eyes of a young man eager to explore the world and live freely in the capital city, the series recreates a slice of life and a decade that shook the world.

Where to Watch Season 1

8 Episodes

El Nueve
E1
El NueveIn the 80s, a young man moves to Mexico City. There he discovers El Nueve, a gay bar that will change his perspective.
Sex
E2
SexBlas is flirting with anyone who lets him and Guillermo is heartbroken. Aida has a great opportunity.
Poppers?
E3
Poppers?Guillermo decides to write a story about AIDS. He finds out about his brother's boss's plans.
Straight
E4
StraightSara discovers that her son has died. Sandoval orders Rogelio to plant drugs in the bar.
Alarm
E5
AlarmArti believes that Guillermo had something to do with the raid. Rogelio accuses Blas of perverting his brother.
London
E6
LondonSandoval destroys the evidence of his attack. Nova confesses everything to Carlo and Arti.
Positive
E7
PositiveA doctor tells Gloria and Blas that they can only extend the boy's life for a certain time.
The Tribe
E8
The TribeGuillermo reconciles with Rogelio. He soon visits Blas and lets him know that he now knows he has HIV.